on this day...

a year back on this day...

i was...

dazed and confused...
smiling and crying both at the same time...
cranky and happy...
bitchy and butchery...
high and low...
hyper and illogical...
emotional and irrational...
attached and detached....
willingly unwilling...
jittery and jumpy...
paranoid android....
over-sensitive, wailing, crying, tantrum throwing
friend, sister and a daughter....
kicking, squealing, itchy, picky lil piggy....
unrecognizable to myself...
comfortably numb....
i was tying the knot .....

today a year later....

i am...

a little less dazed and confused....
growing and reshaping....
living and letting live...
loving and being loved....
reaching and speaking....
feeling and wanting...
touching and touched....
talking and listening....
fighting and making up...
arguing and disagreeing...
dancing, going crazy and in love more then ever...
i am coz WE ARE...a year and still holding hands...(mashallah)

heres to another year of happiness, endless fights, arguments, fighting and kicking and every moment big or small...heres to year old ending to a new begining...
heres to F & me...my husband, my friend....here is
to love and marriage...

love is you
you and me
love is knowing
we can be

Lennon